Today is his birthday. both of them. Both Johns. Gee, I wonder why my life is so messed up. All the guys I am involved with have pretty much the same names (two Jon/Johns, two Ben/Bennett, and the out-liar Kyle) and Jon & John have the same birthday, and Kyle has a birthday one day after, May 10 and 11.

I always knew that life works like a cycle, but this is ridiculous.

I hate May 10th.

It's funny how a name can change meaning to you over time. Like how John can go from a pesky next door neighbor, to a good friend who then turns enemy, to a boyfriend who breaks your heart, to a mentor, and it returns back to a pseudo-boyfriend. That makes sense, since John is a common name. But what about those less common names, like Kyle and David, that are common enough to occur more than once during a lifetime but are still rare enough to leave an impression. The Kyle that I might have talked about a year ago was an on and off boyfriend, who repulsed me to the core. The Kyle I talk about now is, the same age as the previous kyle, but is an actor, smart and funny. Weird how that can happen.

I really need to write more often. I'm so sorry for neglecting you. More will come soon! ^_^ Fear not. Fear not, dear readers, all three of you, wherever you are.

I'm so lazy I don't even write in my real journal let alone my online one!

We're now in an Obama-Nation.

Yes there is a pun in that. I do support him. I just really wanted to make that pun.

I'm celebrating 2008, since I feel it's being neglected.

Am I the only who thinks that every television announcer sounds the same?

It's time to be thankful.

This silence is so loud I'm deaf.

Oh, Virgil, take me through the city of Dis.

Is it too weird to say that I feel your pain?

My brain has been abducted by penguins.

My mission in life is to learn how to say "I am a cat" in every single language. I know, very very weird. I'm crazy.

Who wants to help me?

English: I am a cat
German: Ich bin eine Katze
Spanish: Soy un gato


That's it.

- ^_^

Happy New Year

to those of you who are jewish. If you're not jewish, happy Tuesday. Best day of the week. Well, somewhat. Saturday is pretty good too. So is Wednesday.

We'll always have paris.

I have a perpetual boredom that makes me so annoyed with everything. I hate it. Wish I could change it.

So, I have limited my projects for writing. I have decided that it is foolish to forget the past, we need to learn from it. Ergo I am not totally abandoning all of my old projects like I kinda decided to do in my completely crazy state of mind.

That brings this list of things I have to do:

• Clairvoyance


• Mute


• Hamlet- The Final Act


• Cassandra

That's not too long. No it's not. Mute and Clairvoyance aren't supposed to be more than 50 000 words since they're novellas. Most likely 20-40 000 knowing me. The Cassandra story is, in my mind a novella, but is more likely to be between 5- 15 000 there by being on the cusp of a novella and a short story. Hamlet is the only novel length one.

Not too hard. less than 200 000 words for me to write. Not too hard at all.